non.

WARNING : excuse my language. bad mood alert.

so not my day,

bio was fucked. but then again, i didn't really study. but fuck that.
went to buy stuff for tomorrow's lunch after school.
almost got run over by this fat bitch who gave me a rude gesture and called me stupid.
walked up and down three blocks of stores in polluted air - many times i might add -, only to belatedly realise that i'd bought RM5.40 worth of kidney failure.
then i DROPPED MY PHONE.
swore loudly, causing the whole store to stare at me.
yet another scratch. bloody hell.
get told off about not being observant cause i bought peanut butter from china. geez. =/
get home and i'm told off yet again about ''not putting full effort into my studies.''

my only salvation. ahhh, GossipGirl.
xoxo. =/

trixie,

wonderment.

it amazes me how some people can be so full of themselves.

on a separate note, i have lost all motivation to study.
it's downhill from here.
i so need to do something.
oh dear.

trixie,

sdstujrshklyknmeklesjkdndcAXwel;mfbtel;a;fac.

byebye physics A1.

trixie,

#201.

what happened to my study day?

trixie,

200th.

oh lookie! my 200th post! =)

now,
really.
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if only.
sigh.
tragic.




no REALLY.


today is a goddamned study day.
get off the bloody computer trixie.

trixie,

big ol' bruise.

car doors and shins.



bruises and scraping.



owwwwww. =(



who knew car doors could SCRATCH?

trixie,

goal.

yes. the reason why there has been a significant increase in the number of posts here is due to the presence of some type of unknown enzyme which catalyses the biological reaction which caused me to make seem to want to post everyday for some reason. i made that up. too much bio. =/

as my phalanges work hard at typing out this post... =/ =/ =/





OKAY. normal speech.

there are like so many posts nowadays because it has become an eminent goal to have more posts at the end of this year than there was last. =) i reckon.
and also, i like to put off studying. alot. hahaha.

dammit. that was shortlived. okay. back to bio. =/ ugh.

trixie,

the room had a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde;

maybe i am insomniatic.

trixie,

oh wow.

oh wow. week one is over.

now if only this were spm. then it would be oh wow. this post title is such a misnomer.


wanted to get some television time in. this is like twice in... three months? haha. i am sad. aren't i. yes i am. well, guess whaaat. it's bloody raining. =/ just my luck right. heh.

and all you people who cut the moral paper, oooohhh you're in troubleeeee. haha.

three more days of exams. =)

trixie,

all our life lessons on a sheet of paper. pft, yeah right.

kepercayaan kepada Tuhan. - keyakinan wujudnya Tuhan sebagai pencipta alam dan mematuhi segala suruhan-Nya berlandaskan pegangan agama masing-masing selaras dengan prinsip Rukun Negara.
amanah. - sikap bertanggungjawab yang boleh menimbulkan kepercayaan dan keyakinan orang lain.
harga diri. - keupayaan dan keyakinan diri agar mampu memulia dan menjaga maruah diri dalam kehidupan.
bertanggungjawab. - kesanggupan diri seseorang untuk memikul dan melaksanakan tugas atau kewajipan dengan sempurna.
hemah tinggi. - beradab sopan dan berbudi pekerti mulia dalam pergaulan seharian.
toleransi. - kesanggupan bertolak ansur, sabar dan mengawal diri bagi mengelakkan berlakunya pertelingkahan dan perselisihan faham demi kesejahteraan hidup.
berdikari. - kebolehan dan kesanggupan melakukan sesuatu tanpa begantung kepada orang lain.
kerajinan. - usaha yang berterusan penuh dengan semangat ketekunan, kecekalan, kegigihan, dedikasi dan berdaya maju dalam melakukan sesuatu perkara.
kasih sayang. - kepekaan dan perasaan cinta yang mendalam serta berkekalan yang datang seripada hati yang ikhlas.
keadilan. - tindakan dan keputusan yang saksama serta tidak berat sebelah.
rasional. - boleh berfikir berdasarkan alasan dan bukti yang nyata dan dapat mengambil tindakan berasaskan pertimbangan yang wajar.
kesederhanaan. - bersikap tidak keterlaluan dalam membuat pertimbangan dan tindakan sama ada dalam pemikiran, pertuturan atau perlakuan tanpa mengabaikan kepentingan diri dan orang lain.
kasih sayang terhadap keluarga. - persaan cinta, kasih dan sayang yang mendalam dan berkekalan terhadap keluarga.
hormat dan taat kepada anggota keluarga. - memuliakan setiap ahli keluarga dengan berinteraksi dan memberi layanan secara bersopan untuk mewujudkan keluarga yang harmonis.
mengekalkan tradisi kekeluargaan. - menerima, menghormati dan mengamalkan sesuatu kebiasaan, adat dan kepercayaan yang diwarisi secara turun temurun dalam keluarga.
tanggungjawab terhadap keluarga. - kewajipan yang harus dilaksanakan oleh setiap individu terhadap keluarga untuk melahirkan keluarga yang bahagia, meningkatkan imej dan menjaga maruah keluarga.
menyayangi dan menghargai alam sekitar. - kesedaran tentang perlunya memelihara dan memulihara alam sekeliling untuk mengekalkan keseimbangan ekosistem.
keharmonian antara manusia dengan alam sekitar. - keadaan saling memerlukan hubungan yang harmonis antara manusia dengan alam sekeliling supaya kualiti kehidupan manusia dan alam sekeliling terpelihara.
kemapanan alam sekitar. - pengekalan keseimbangan alam sekeliling sebagai tanggungjawab bersama untuk kesejahteraan hidup.
peka terhadap isu-isu alam sekitar. - prihatin tentang persoalan yang berkaitan alam sekeliling dan berusaha menyelesaikannya.
cinta akan negara. - perasaan sayang dan bangga kepada negara serta meletakkan kepentingan negara melebihi kepentingan diri.
taat dan setia kepada Raja dan Negara. - kepatuhan dan kesetiaan yang berkekalan kepada Raja dan Negara.
sanggup berkorban untuk negara. - kerelaan melakukan atau menyerahkan sesuatu termasuk nyawa sebagai tanda kebaikan untuk Negara.
melindungi hak kanak-kanak. - membela, memberi naungan dan memelihara kanak-kanak bagi menjamin kehidupan mereka sempurna.
menghormati hak wanita.- melindungi dan mengiktiraf wanita sebagai individu yang boleh memberi sumbangan dalam pembangunan keluarga, masyarakat dan Negara.
melindungi hak pekerja. - menghormati, menghargai dan mengiktiraf perkhidmatan, jasa dan sumbangan golongan pekerja dalam pembangunan Negara.
menghormati hak golongan kurang upaya. - memberi layanan kepada golongan kurang berupaya supaya tidak berasa tersisih dan mengiktiraf mereka sebagai insan ciptaan Tuhan.
melindungi hak pengguna. - membela dan memelihara hak individu untuk menjadi pengguna yang berilmy, mendapat perkhidmatan serta barangan yang berkualiti dan tidak mudah dieksploitasi.
mematuhi peraturan dan undang-undang. - menerima dan mematuhi peraturan dan undang-undang yang telah ditentukan tanpa mengira sesiapa dan di mana seseorang itu berada.
kebebasan bersuara. - kebebasan berucap dan mengeluarkan fikiran dengan batasan tertentun bagi menjaga keselamatan dan ketenteraman.
kebebasan beragama. - kebebasan setiap individu untuk menganut dan mengamalkan agamanya seperti yang diperuntukkan dalam Perlembagaan Malaysia.
penglibatan diri dalam pembangunan negara. - kebebasan untuk melibatkan diri dalam pelbagai aktiviti pembangunan Negara dengan mematuhi peraturan, undang-undang dan Perlembagaan Malaysia.
sikap keterbukaan. - bersedia memberi dan menerima pandangan, pembaharuan dan kritikan selaras denfan kebenaran fakta dan norma masyarakat.
saling membantu dan bekerjasama. - usaha yang baik dan membina yang dilakukan bersama pada peringkat individu, komuniti atau Negara untuk mencapai sesuatu matlamat.
hidup bersama secara aman. - hidup berbaik-baik antara satu sama lain dengan mengutamakan kedamaian dan keharmonian hidup tanpa mengira agama, bangsa dan budaya.
saling menghormati antara Negara. - menghargai dan memuliakan hubungan antara negara untuk menhamin kesejahteraan sejagat.

there you go. the bane of every non-Muslim spm student. got to have gotten that off my head. =/ i think i remember about half of that?
ugh, save me.

trixie,

FREEDOM.

no, not really. but i think i can at least up my internet time to a whole hour now.

YAY! SEJARAH'S OVER! =D

trixie,

historical suicide.

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JAHIL!!!
umaiyah, cordova, damsyik. murtad! turki uthmaniyah, mehmed!
tanah melayu, JEPUN, seksaaann!! ptm 1948 1957, merdekaaaa. malaysia, GANYANG malaysia, malaysia, malaysia.
BASTARDOS!

OHMYGOD. KILL ME NOW.

trixie,

apocalypse.

it's DOOMSDAY on monday.

brace yourselves people, we're all going to die. =)

well i am. maybe you'll live.

trixie,

late nights; early mornings.

oh right. almost forgot to blog about jin's birthday at MoS yesterday.

nothing much. i hardly saw jin all night. =/
didn't bring my camera, so no pictures. =(
people drank too much.

haha.

MoS;
good music, non-smoking.
overall a pretty awesome clubbing experience.

oh!
funny story.
while dancing, some random joined our group and started grinding nikki.
then he moved on to fu.
and we were all like, "who the FUCK is he?!"
funny.

trixie,

ahhh, why not?

i am bored. and frankly sick of malaysian history. so i will do some of the tags i have gotten. =)

tagged by kim.

Never see the questions before you arrange the names
- all mentioned below are TAGGED by me!

1. Jessie.Lim.
2. Jialik.Fu.
3. Wengyee.Loke.
4. Nat.Tan.
5. Gavin.Lim.

Here comes the questions;
1. How did you meet 1? [jessie.]
HMMM. Through her ex. =/

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1? [jessie.]
10. because if i rated any lower she'd kill me. =P I LOVE YOU PLATYPUS!

3. How long have you known 4? [nat.]
a little more than two years?

4. How do you know 3? [wengyee.]
school.

5. Where's 5? [gavin.]
home? he's such a lifeless weirdo. =P KIDDING!

6. A fact about 1? [jessie.]
she is very SESAT. =D

7. Who is 4 going out with? [nat.]
ian. HAHAHAHA.

8. What does 1 do for a living? [jessie.]
drink. =P

9. Would you live with 3? [wengyee.]
yeah, why not.

10.What do you like about 2? [jialik.]
i don't like her at all. =D

11.Do you miss 5? [gavin.]
HMM. if i said no he'd merajuk. so yes la. =)

12.Would you make out with 4? [nat.]
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. sorry nat. no. =P

13.What's your opinion on number 2? [jialik.]
SHE HAS THE BIGGEST EYES ON THIS PLANET. and she sleeps with her eyes open. it's very scary. also, she likes to poke me. which is very mean. and she is very unstable. =P

14.What's your favourite memory with 5? [gavin.]
watching in amusement as he air drummed while running at celeb. HAHA. first time we met. =P

15.What will you do if 1 and 2 were going out? [jessie&jialik.]
Laugh. HAHA. Quote. "JIA LICK ME!" Unquote.

16. ?

17.Have you ever slept at 2's house? [jialik.]
yes. many times. well not really. haha.

18.Do you hang out with 3 a lot? [wengyee.]
yeah. you could say that.

19.Who have you known the longest?
wengyee.

20.What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship? [jessie&gavin.]
errrrr.... HAHAHAHA.

21.How often do you talk to 1? [jessie.]
not so much anymore. =( but still pretty often. haha.

22. ?

23.Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend? [wengyee.]
yes. i think of her as a cracked egg.

24.Would you go on a date with 5? [gavin.]
hmmm. yeah, why not?

25.Do you dream about 2? [jialik.]
those are called nightmares. HAHAHA. i coffee you fu!

26.What did 4 did to you that you can never forget? [nat.]
uhhh. nothing in particular.

27.What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets? [jessie.]
i don't know. ask her. =)

28.What's 3's hobby? [wengyee.]
reading, rp-ing, youtube-ing, looking at shiny objects... HAHA.


tagged by gavin.

1. Post these rules before you give your facts.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself.
3. At the end of your post, choose 8 people to tag and list their names, linking to them.
4. Leave a comment on their blog, letting them know they're tagged.

1. i wear too much black for my own good. =)
2. i want a snaaaake. =(
3. i like to google/wiki random things and read about them.
4. i love cheeeeeese! (the character. FHFIF.)
5. i'm a stonerrr. =/
6. i can not stand bad grammar and english.
7. on the same note, i subconsciously correct people's english.
8. i can't stand sappy people. =)

8 randoms i picked are...

1. Jessie.Lim.
2. Wengyee.Loke.
3. Nat.Tan.
4. Jialik.Fu.
5. Kim.Wan.
6. Amanda.Ooi.
7. Genna.Gan.
8. Marie.Lim.

there.
dammit. now i've to go back to studying. =(

trixie,

if three's a crowd, then what's four?

HAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHA.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

ohmygod i am lifeless.

trixie,

yes. three posts in a day. i am lifeless.

I AM STILL AWAKE.

haha.

if melissa was a dog...



HAHAHAHAHA.

don't hate me. =D but you don't read my blog. SO I'M SAFE. heeeee.

trixie,

INTERROBANG?!

lalalalalalalala.

I AM STILL AWAKE.

and i am sick of chemistry!

doing questions to pass time is SO SAD.

don't you think?

and they're like ALL the same.....

..... after 4 papers or so.

IN A BLOODY ROW.

oh. my. god.

and i'm like blogging cause there's nobody to talk to. and i am bored out of my bloody mindddd.

trixie,

wake.

it's three in the morning and i am wide awake.

it's times like these that make me wonder what the hell is wrong with me.

trixie,

rayaaa.

so to start off.

selamat hari raya to all you malay people. =)

our beloved monkey had her open house today.
all the way in ampang again.
followed melissa, so i got to her house around 12.30ish and read bio and discussed sejarah while waiting for andrew to come. =/

come one-ish, we were off.

melissa drove us.

are you kidding? we'd all be dead by now. kidding! i love you fish! =D

well, she drove until the the end of the long road from her house while our designated driver played texas hold 'em on my phone. haha.


then, they switched places and our journey adventure began.

#1.
pick up the chan.

pretty simple, we didn't get lost. haha.

#2.
drive to bukit antarabangsa, ampang.

so close yet so far.


what should've been at least 10-20 minutes from where we picked puiyi, ended up being a good one and a half hour road trip around kl cause we got lost.

very. very. very. very. very lost.

we were hungry as hell. and i think we passed at least 10 McDonalds during our 'detour'.

but we finally made it.

ah, dear hostess. =)

aww, lovebirds. on a loveseat. hahahha.

jessie sent me home and we were supposed to follow andrew's car out.

but jessie the platypus had a brainwave and took a u-turn.

then we got a rather entertaining call after 5 or so minutes from melissa.

"WHERE ARE YOU?!"
hahaha.

haha. the silly girl was busy smiling for the camera.

oh, and i have strict instructions to post this.

we did not get lost. at all.

jessie is very proud. hahahah.

trixie,